B.I.T.C.H.

[Fabio]

Vote for Jesus

[Stephanie]

I wanted to vote out crystal bc I knew she would turn on me but no one got on ALL DAY to switch it so I had to vote fucking cirie out. instead of crystal's angry ass.

so now we merge and I'm stuck with crystal trying to vote me out with penedo. terrific.

[Stephanie]

Bigger the face, the more important they are to the game.

[Stephanie]

It's also telling bc I am Natalie A the winner, Sierra is Jaclyn the runner up... Chels is Reed the emotional one and Varner is her bae Josh. Tom is Wes bc he's loud and country. Crystal is Jeremy because she's going next round. Etc etc etc

[Stephanie]

Okay so basically....

as soon as the challenge is over Varner tells me he's heard my name. I say from who? He says can't say.

But bitch I know its Crystal like honestly it wouldn't be anyone beside her to come for me like that. Just wait tho. I'mma scalp her. Especially with her fake ass messages to me saying she's still wanting to work with me LMAO girl bye. You know what that is Crystal? Do you? It's

But whatever. She's honestly so irrelevant at this point. She's gonna try to get in with the Penedos but when the Penedos aren't all together it won't ever work. Beyond that she has no shot whatsoever. WHATSOEVER! Goodbye, heathen.

Sierra, Matty, Ozzy, Joaq, and I form an alliance. Sierra calls us a team. I say what team? No one answers. I yell back WILDCATS. WHAT TEAM? WILDCATS! We are now the Wildcats and we got our heads in the game. We're all in this together and you know we're gonna bop to the top. Bet on it.

Then a HUGE mess of a strategic night followed. Varner told one person one thing, we reported it to the alliance chat. He then told someone else the opposite. He then told someone else ANOTHER ENTIRELY DIFFERENT THING. He ended up telling four of us four different things in two minutes and like.. why? Do we know? No. I think he thinks he's playing well, but when absolutely everyone thinks you're shady and untrustworthy... And when you make an alliance with Sierra/Matty, Ozzy/me, and Joaq/Crystal all in one night......................................... nah son. You're fucked. Except that he has the idol, which kinda makes him safe. For now. Instead we'll do the merge tribe unity thing in voting out Shane. Next round we'll keep the unity and vote out Crystal. After that our fivesome has complete control over the remaining Penedos who aren't Sierra. Ozzy wants to take out Sierra soon but I can't do that so instead Varner goes, then BT, leaving Chelsea and the Wildcats.

That's when things probably change and get really dramatic since we are all so close to each other and in different little groupings, so. Once we are there expect fireworks. Otherwise, if things all go as planned, the next few rounds should go fairly smoothly as long as no idol play fucks anything up. We don't need that happening.

[Stephanie]

A TRIBUTE TO OZWALD LUSCIOUS 


~~~

I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to lose

Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose

Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night

You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light



And I will remember you

Will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories



~~~




Ozzy, you were my life, my heart, and my rock. You were my temple and my holy ground. You were a source of entertainment, of light, of hope. And now, again, you've been taken from me. Once before out of my control, but this time.. This time, no. You were fully capable of being saved and I let you slip through my fingertips. I am so sorry, Ozzy. But I'll hold true to my promise: I will avenge your loss. You will not depart in vain, for I am ready to decimate anyone who thinks they can come between our victory.




Goodbye, my prince.

[Stephanie]

Also anyway so last round an hour before the vote Ozzy and I are like.. we gotta change the vote. We both had bad feelings in the pits of our stomach about it, and we confronted the Wildcats, but no one seemed like they would catch the bait. We pleaded and begged and tried our best at convincing but they all thought voting Shane would be the best at not separating the sides. I tried telling them we would have to make it known next round anyway and it wouldn't hurt to expedite the process, but no. Sierra and Joaq didn't want to.

So literally the second I cast my vote, I get a message from Chelsea saying sorry but she ended up voting Ozzy. Fuck her.

Literally I fucking hate you Dylan Jaymes Nielsen. You're a two faced little piece of shit. When you read this please like it so I know you know how I fucking feel. I keep trying to give you chances and you keep fucking me over and acting like you're playing the bigger person. Bitch. If you're playing "honest and loyal" then you wouldn't have joined an alliance with Ozzy and I. You wouldn't have lied about the vote. And you wouldn't have told the truth twenty six seconds before votes were due so I couldn't do anything about it. That's like "haha don't wanna blindside u but here is a blindside ur about to see in a few seconds." Haha fuck you, Dylan. You will never succeed at playing the good guy because you're always gonna be a deceptive little bitch who hides behind other people's games to pretend like you aren't a bad guy. And it's annoying. And you have the smallest chance at winning this game compared to anyone in this merge, even fucking Shane, because you're just a no good piece of ass who blames his gameplay on emotions when really you're just a bitch hole.

Anyway.

Ozzy's gone. We tried to change it but we didn't and now he's gone. I'm fucking distraught. Leave me alone. Goodbye.

Don't even mention Varner's passive aggressive ass conversation he had with me after results. I don't wanna talk about his bullshit too. That fermenting chunk of ass meat.

[Stephanie]

brandon I love you for liking all my posts you're a wizard

also I'm spearheading a potential blindside for tom and Shane is on board like me working with Shane lol imagine

[Stephanie]

just go ahead and admit I'm a better host than john Wilson we all know it's true I ask the hard hitting questions

[Stephanie]

So I'm really pissed off at Matty and Sierra right now.

For two people who talked so much about being mad at him for lying to them, they sure went back to trusting him again super easily. I feel like once your ally lies to you about a vote.. that's when it becomes fairgame. It's no longer betraying them or backstabbing them if they already betrayed you. So, after they talk so much shit about him and how he sucks and how he's Sierra's arch nemesis in ORGs and all this shit.. I devise a plan to blindside him. The best part of this plan is that I got Shane in on it, who proceeded to rope in Varner.. and then asked me to get Joaq so that us four could vote Tom, while Crystal/Chelsea/Tom vote Joaq and Sierra/Matty vote Shane. The thing Shane didn't know is that it was gonna be everyone voting Tom except Tom/Chelsea/Crystal.

When I get excited and start to tell them all about the work I've done, they let me know they'll only be voting Shane this round.

Shane.

Is not.

A threat.

There is absolutely 100% no way Shane is winning this game. He has no sway. He has no pull. He is viewed as a joke, not only because of his shtick but also because of the fact that he is only in this game because production wanted him to be. It's like in Big Brother 13 when the producers thought Rachel was gonna be evicted so they made the HOH an almost exact replica of the very first HOH, which Rachel dominated. It was production manipulated for entertainment value. It wasn't earned by merit and gameplay. It was forced. Same with Shane's appearance in the merge.

Shane will never have power. Shane will never have control. It would only make sense to take out the players who actually could do shit. The players like Varner and Tom. And yet, no. We can't.

God fucking knows I wanna actually do shit this round but instead a boring Shane boot seems to be the outcome. Since Tom and Chelsea are voting him it'll be an easy majority, sure, I get it.. But god damn, if they're lying I'm so going home. Like. I feel so sick about this round because I just want to be able to actually do something. Last round I tried to swap our votes to Crystal and no one listened until it was too late. The round before that I tried to swap the vote onto Crystal (again lol) instead of Cirie because I knew I'd have Cirie. Crystal was gonna turn on us. But again. Couldn't get anyone to do it.

What am I fucking doing wrong? Honestly? Like I'm trying so hard. And nothing's going in my fucking favor.

Let me get back to why I'm really pissed at Matty/Sierra.

I barely told them that "Shane proposed voting Tom" because I couldn't trust them to keep the info to themselves, but I caved and told them because that's what allies do, right? Well, I know better now, because an hour later Matty says in the Wildcats group chat "Tom's scared about Shane voting him"

........ how the fuck does Tom know Shane is doing that?

how the almighty FUCK? Tom and Chelsea were the two people who did. not. need. to. know. that other plans had been brewing. And now they do and now they're worried and now I'm so fucking sure I'm gonna get votes. They're gonna take it back to Shane and he's gonna find out I told Sierra/Matty and they're gonna vote me and Matty can't play his idol on me because he lied to everyone and told them Joaq has it so if he plays it then Tom/Chelsea find out that Matty lied to them and he loses that info channel as Sierra is so often stressing. She doesn't wanna lose her damn info channels.

I'm starting to get pissed off at not only the other side, not only my own allies, but every conversation I have feels so fake and contrived right now. I don't know if it's because I took over hosting duties and everyone is just being weird that I will see their votes before they will, or what. But it's gotta stop asap.

I'm a fighter. I fight for everything I have. After my younger, more meek and timid years, where I let people walk all over me and leave deeper and deeper footprints on my back every day, I don't know how to not fight. It took a lot of dirt and sweat and tears to rip my way out of that sinkhole, and that became ingrained in me. Now I can't help but stand up for what I think is right. I stake my claim on where ever I stand. I will not be left out. I will not be forgotten. But most of all, I will not go down without a fight.

And I've been fighting with all the scraps I've been given so far this game. I'm not ready to stop, but it really makes it difficult when your own allies do nothing to help any given situation. Ugh. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

[Stephanie]

Speaking of me getting votes, I was just told by Chelsea that Shane and Crystal are voting me.

But they know Chelsea and Tom are "voting Joaq" ................ why would they willingly vote separately, putting them in the minority, and letting their opposing alliance control the votes? Wtf honestly do they think they are doing? Either Chelsea is lying, or they think the vote will be some farfetched 3-2-2-2 with me leaving. Or, maybe they think Sierra and Matty will vote Tom and he'll be out 4-3-2 but they don't vote him so they don't look like bad guys? Honestly, I don't know, but wherever it is it's fishy and I'm pissed off.

[Stephanie]

ok ok so

I'm the target. Chelsea and Tom are voting with wildcats. possibly. if they're lying then I'm going home.

matty won't play the idol unless there's last minute paranoia bc it will confirm he lied to tom and Chelsea

[Stephanie]

here's where I differ from my allies I wouldn't fuckin CARE if the other side who I will within the next few rounds have to turn on anyway finds out I lied to them once in order to ensure my ally is safe. I would play that damn idol and accept the inevitable backlash I faced. especially when we are the fuckin underdogs as of this point like we have to be united as a group or else we will fuckin crumble.

[Stephanie]

do I look like an apple crumble flatbread to you no ma'am I don't so I don't allow any crumbling on my watch. no crumbling.

[Stephanie]

what the fuck even is my edgic lol