Sierra's Diary

[Sierra]

Dear diary,

um OK so this twist is kinda jokes. I won't delve too much into my thought process about this because it's kinda boring but I basically need this to go a certain way or I'm probably screwed. I pretty much NEED Osten in to be guaranteed safety, so my hope is that his slideshow isn't a total flop in the eyes of the judges (it was pretty basic but omg the shade of it all) and that all of original Penedo + Matty and possibly Jamie put him at the top of their lists. 

The other person that gets in maybe doesn't matter as much although I'd strongly prefer for it to be Ozzy since I know he has a pretty good relationship with Steph and like I'm sorry but Steph is the best. I know my last 2 confessionals were all like "waa waa don't get attached" but like whatever. I spent like 300 hours talking to her while I was crossfaded the other night and we just vibe ridiculously well. I'm not at a point in the game right now where I even need to consider voting her out so I'm just gonna go with it and not panic until I have to.

Shane has decided he wants to spearhead some massive OG Penedo uprising and have us get rid of everyone else as a unit, and Osten thinks it's a great idea (lol of course). In accordance with this, Shane came to me today asking for my support and saying he would 100% give me immunity if he got voted in and joined my tribe (this is after abusing me yesterday as part of his "character". ok). There are so many things wrong with this. First of all, Shane sucks. Anyone who thinks aggressively cussing people out on the internet is original or entertaining is not really my cup of tea. Like, it's not very funny? Anyone can be a dick on the internet? I also don't trust him like AT ALL. Secondly, I'm so not down with this Penedo gang shit. I get along with Matty, Joaq and Steph better than like everyone from original Penedo with the possible exception of Varner and even from a strictly strategic standpoint, I don't feel like I'd be in a very good place if I went to 5/6 with OG Penedo. Lastly, I've heard whispers that Chelsea is wary of Varner for some reason, so the entire thing is already cracking from the inside out. No thanks. Needless to say I totally acted like I was on board when Osten and Shane brought it up, but in the unlikely event that they both get back in, I'm probably gonna have to go back on my word.


As for the other potential returnees.. Ian and Debbie both talked to me a lot, but I don't really want either of them back in. They were both original Barra which is the last thing I need on a tribe where Crystal and Cirie are against me, and I didn't feel any kind of connection with either of them. I'll probably rank them somewhere near the middle when I score the pitches. Kimmi's video was cute as fuck and she claims to be sorry for how she acted when she got booted and what she posted in prejury, but there's no way she'll work with me over C/C - I can see her actively being out for blood, so she's gonna have to go near the bottom for me. I wanted Ed back in but LOL his campaign was a spectacular flop compared to all of the others so that's not gonna happen. I think campaign wise Ozzy, Shane and Kimmi have the best shot for judge votes, but hopefully Osten can pull through on castaway votes and the few merits offered by his slideshow. If he doesn't I might just drop dead or something???


omg speaking of Osten though UGH he literally said he "has every intention of taking me to the end" because he's "sick of seeing me get shafted in 5th" which is like really nice and I appreciate the thought but :/// I have my eggs in too many baskets already and he was never in my endgame plans. I kind of never thought past him making me immune as far as a working relationship goes lol which is kind of awful since he really seems to want to help me but I GUESS WE'LL JUST SEE WHAT HAPPENS. I honestly feel like if I can get past this round I'll be golden for a while?? Wouldn't that be nice???


anyway I'm tired so I'm gonna go and get some sleep bye

eta: just so u know I cackled at *Note - due to her inappropriate behaviour Amber is ineligible to return to the game

[Sierra]

Dear diary, 


OK so the returnee thing didn't go quite the way I wanted it to, but it also could have been a lot worse. Shane did what he said he was going to and went to Penedo, and Ozzy is over here and seems to be 100% down with whatever Steph wants to do (as predicted). We should be set for a 4-2 vote, right?!

.. yeah nah I'm pretty convinced that there's like a gamemaker twist where the PWs vote on who gets the idol every round (like a Hunger Games sponsor-esque deal), because Crystal has it this round which is both annoying and extremely convenient (for her). It should be easy enough to split 2 - 2 between Cirie and Crystal but I have a bad feeling that something is going to go horribly wrong. It's probably just paranoia but ugh. I'll update tomorrow when we've settled exactly how the vote is gonna go

[Sierra]

Dear diary,

Hi hello like I don't know what's going on but Ozzy and Steph have supposedly agreed to split between Cirie and Crystal only I'm not sure if I believe it because everything has been so fucking sketchy today and whatever. Steph and Ozzy are both giving different information about how we're splitting and I KNOW this is paranoid of me but I'm almost convinced that they're trying to confuse our votes so that the split ends up being like 3 - 1 instead of 2 - 2 between Cirie and Crystal, with Crystal idoling whoever gets 3 votes and sending me home with 2. This way they can at least try to blame my elimination on a miscommunication rather than an outright betrayal but I can't see anyone buying that. Voting me out is a mistake regardless because yeah they keep Crystal but they push Matty to side with Penedo and Joaq has said he'll 100% flip on them if they fuck me over, so they're gonna be outnumbered at merge no matter what. Their loss if they vote me out suppose but I think I'll be a little heartbroken because I honestly really thought I had something with Steph and it just ugh

[Sierra]

spending what could be my last 3 minutes in the game listening to j cole and thinkin about what i'm gonna have for dinner. it's been a good time

[Sierra]

well that's great but like

ARE WE OUT OF THE WOODS YET
ARE WE OUT OF THE WOODS YET
ARE WE OUT OF THE WOODS YET
ARE WE IN THE CLEAR YET
ARE WE IN THE CLEAR YET
ARE WE IN THE CLEAR YET
ARE WE IN THE CLEAR YET

no. fuk this revote

[Sierra]

oh also I forgot to note here that during second chances voting Edgardo was telling me Varner was saying that he has me "in his back pocket" and that I'm "his". um I don't think so? like I was somewhat keen to figure out something with him post-merge but if he's going around saying shit like that then naw I'm not here for it. Ozzy wants Tom out first at merge which is OK but as far as I'm concerned now Varner can follow him right out the door soon after

[Sierra]

Dear diary,

OK this is probably going to be a mammoth post so bear with me. I'm going to do it in a cast assessment format (again) so it doesn't get too messy. This is all going to be written in a way that assumes I survive the revote lol

Let's start with Cirie. I think she plays these games just to fuck with people and cause drama, which I found kinda funny while I was hosting her, but being the actual real-time target of her ire isn't half as enjoyable. I don't know if she honestly believes what she's saying or if she's just spewing the most incriminating bullshit she can think of in order to try and take me down with her on her way out as part of her chaotic character, but either way, being publicly attacked for shit I didn't do is getting super fucking old. It annoys me so much that my game is essentially being washed out by obnoxious loudmouths talking complete trash and making sure their opinion is heard no matter the cost. I'm also weirdly riled by the fact that Kimmi always likes posts calling me out. I guess it's because I thought we had patched things up, but now that I think about it she was probably just putting it on to up her chances at returning. Do her and Cirie reeeeally not realize that whackjob Amber's obsessive lust for "revenge" is what fucked all three of them? Are they really so upset about losing that they feel the need to pin it on some other scapegoat that'll allow them to ignore the fact that it was their own gullibility that screwed them? It's kinda sad. I just wish Cirie would go about her BS in a less disruptive way. If my game is gonna get tanked, I want it to be because of ME, not because of some idiots spreading lies inspired by a ridiculous vendetta.

I'll move on to Varner. He came to me like 3 days into the game having somehow recognized me despite the fact that we've never played together (I hosted him recently and he PWed for a game I was in a couple of months ago, but that's about it). I've always enjoyed him as a person, but at this point I know who the majority of players in this game are so people's identities don't really give them a whole lot of leverage with me (unless I'm super duper close with them). He's talked about working with me since the very start and I was happy with that idea until Edgardo came to me with all the crap Varner had said about having control over me (and multiple other people, but I won't speak for everyone else)... like YES Bryce, I like you a lot, but that doesn't mean I'm gonna be your puppet and you talking such mad shit makes me want to knock you down a peg or seven. To be honest, even if Edgardo hadn't come to me, I still wouldn't have worked with him over Matty/Ozzy/Joaquin/Steph if it had come down to making that call. This just kind of made me feel less bad about having to lie to him/vote him out eventually.

Speaking of having to lie to people eventually... ugh I could talk about so many people here, but we'll go with Steph because I guess I have a lot of feelings. She is easily one of my favourite people I've ever met in an ORG, and I can say that with confidence despite only having known her a few days. I really really love her but I'm also veritably sketched out about our relationship after the clusterfuck that was yesterday. From what Joaquin showed me it looked like she was absolutely on the verge of voting me out which, on top of being a horrible strategic move, would also have been a particularly ugly betrayal on a personal level. I do feel kind of awful because she was already having a bad day and I think me voicing even the slightest amount of mistrust towards her made it a billion times worse, but her and Ozzy were both acting kinda sketchy and I felt the need to make sure that things were 100% locked down. She mentioned having written a confessional about how she had never almost cried over an ORG until now and it like hella hurt my heart, but at the same time it put things into perspective for me. If she gets this upset about a vote that doesn't even involve cutting someone she considers herself close to (Cirie) and legitimately considers booting me instead for reasons that have no real strategic merit, then how is she ever going to honour a FTC deal with me? It's only going to get harder from here. What happens when the time comes to actually get rid of Crystal, or worse, Ozzy? She openly admitted today that she considers me the most likeable person in the cast. I don't necessarily agree with that assessment at all, but perception > reality in this case, and that title makes me a massive jury threat at least in her eyes. If we got to like F4 and she had the choice to eliminate me over someone that she could easily beat at the end, I can't even imagine the meltdown that would ensue. I don't ever want to have to vote her out because 1. I genuinely adore her, 2. I've given her my word that I won't betray her and 3. I do kind of owe her for saving me here, but what happens when the game inevitably reaches a point where I have to follow my head over my heart in order to give me the best chance at winning? I have a history of caving to my emotions, but it could be different this time. Ugh. I don't even want to think about it right now.

Another thing I don't want to have to think about is the possibility of having to vote Matty out at some point. I think he and I kind of have an unspoken F2 deal that has probably existed ever since we figured out each other's identities. He's arguably my best friend in the ORGverse and it's hard not to let that spill over into the game. We recently finished playing a BvW season together (we were the highest ranking pair in the fan favourite poll by quite a margin which was pretty awesome) which made us a lot closer and I just think it'd be mad cool for us to be able to make the end together. We tell each other literally everything with regards to what is happening in the game and while I think/hope he would understand if I had to vote him out to further myself/honour the deals I've made with other people, I'd still feel like the worst fucking person ever doing it (and I'm not entirely sure I'd be able to manage going through with it). I honestly don't know if he would consider voting me out to give himself a better shot at winning, which makes me feel even worse for even thinking about endgame plans that might not involve him. Maybe that's a conversation we need to have? I don't know.

The mention of endgame plans gives me a good segway into talking about Joaquin. I mentioned in an earlier confessional that I'd hosted him and wasn't his biggest fan because he generally games like a villain and massively plays up the evil stratbot archetype, but every day I spend talking to him I find myself liking him more and more as a person. There's just something really genuine and nice about him that makes me feel all fuzzy inside and the effort he put into keeping me around and making sure I was okay today was extremely endearing. If anyone had told me a month ago that I'd someday adore The Evil Tyler Fredrickson Of Twisted 4 Fame I would've laughed in their face but HERE I AM. I originally (unnecessarily) made a F2 offer to him to try and make him feel more comfortable with me, not knowing if I'd be able to honour it, but I truly want to now. It's arguably his soothing Steph that made the cards fall the way they did this vote and I just really appreciate how open he's been with me about everything, how hard he's fought for me already and how easy he is to talk to about out of game stuff. Unfortunately going to the end with him means burning Steph, but at this point I don't like my chances of getting far enough to have to make that choice, so I guess I won't worry about it until I absolutely have to.

Something I am a little worried about is Crystal. With Jamie going on the other tribe, Matty & I lose a number we would have had going into the merge, and Steph/Ozzy/Joaquin all seem concerned that this vote will burn her and push her towards the "other side", which is understandable and probably pretty likely. The fact that she didn't play the idol today shows that she placed a lot of trust in them and they all kind of indirectly screwed her, so I'm definitely expecting backlash and for her to want to work against me/us if she can. Hopefully that won't matter, because with any luck, I should be able to play both sides come merge and get information from Tom and co. Ozzy wants Tom out first because Tom screwed him out of the game in the first place, but if Tom/Chelsea/Varner seem eager to boot Shane next round, I'm not going to go against the grain and vote for Tom. Participating in a unanimous vote for Shane allows me to save face for an extra round and keep up appearances with original Penedo. If I vote with Ozzy/Steph/Joaq/Matty for Tom straight away, I feel like I'm essentially burning all of my information channels on the "other side" and full on showing my hand, which isn't a positive thing. I like Tom - he's very likely the main thing that kept me in the game early on when I was a lot less active, because he was the social half of our duo and picked up a lot of information that I missed - but I sadly don't intend to work with him when we're reunited, mostly due to the fact that our separation through the tribe swap has allowed a lot of doubts about him to fester in my mind and his OTT character playing gives me shady vibes. Everyone seems to think he has massive social influence, and while I personally don't see it, it could very well be true, which is scary af. He probably comes off as goofy and harmless to a lot of people because of the way he talks but he's clearly a lot more cunning than his character might show. I'm not looking forward to voting him out by any means, but I know it's something that needs to be done and I'm not gonna beat myself up over it.

Since I mentioned Shane in the last paragraph, I'll talk about him now. I still don't like him, even though he did what he said he would and joined Penedo to "help them out". When he's not playing his character he seems like a pretty normal (if not kind of boring) guy, but I just can't get on board with someone who thinks playing a character like that is original or funny. It just doesn't inspire anything me except a whole lot of indifference, and while Kimmi getting back in the game in his place would have been devastating for me, I do feel like she probably deserved it more than he did. I don't know if he's built any strong foundations with anybody yet, but nobody seems that keen on him and with any luck he'll be the first merge boot since he can't get the idol again next round, assuming that Chelsea and the rest of Penedo go along with it. I like Chelsea and I really enjoy talking to her when we can get a conversation to flow, but thanks to the tribe swaps we haven't spoken in almost a month now and I suspect that whatever we had on original Penedo will have been eclipsed by other relationships we've both made. I don't think I'll have any problems voting her out when it's time. 

I've covered everyone but Ozzy now. He seems like a pretty cool guy (although I definitely don't feel like I clicked with him in the way I have with others) and he shot straight with me today while we were discussing the vote. I know he's second fiddle to Steph which is a good thing for now, but it'll be something to be wary of later on in the game. I can't see myself getting attached to him, but I guess I can't predict the future. This was a shitty final paragraph because it's 2am (I swear I've been at this post off and on for like 2 hours) and I'm tired, but I think this covers a lot of my thoughts about everyone left in the game. If the revote goes awry and I get sent home tomorrow, at least I'll have left a thesis as my last confessional. Bye for now :*

tl;dr: Cirie and Amber suck, I'm gonna work with Steph/Matty/Ozzy/Joaq post-merge hopefully, I have way too many conflicting endgame plans and deals

OMG I NEARLY EXITED CHROME AND LOST THIS AND I JUST ABOUT CRIED. This might be the longest confessional I've ever written? Jaclyn Schultz I'm channeling the fuck outta u right now

[Sierra]

I'M STILL HERE Y'ALL and I'm pretty good at these challenges. I imagine I'll be an early target for elimination though sooo

[Sierra]

LMFAO I'M LITERALLY FUCKING SCREAMING TOM'S TABS GAVE AWAY HIS IDENTITY
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S HIM I NEVER WOULD HAVE KNOWN LMFAOOOO OMG
I WAS LIKE "CLOSE UR FUCKING QUALCOMM TABS U IDIOT"

[Sierra]

anyway in more coherent news I'm immune and it FEELS GOOD. this vote is gonna be a shitstorm though. Varner says he has the idol and that he's playing it to get rid of the threat factor and I think Crystal might be plotting with Shane to take out Steph which I'm obviously not going to allow. I think that I can pull Chelsea into working with Steph/Joaq/Matty/Ozzy/me and eliminating Shane or something but we'll see

[Sierra]

Dear diary,

k yeah this vote has sucked the life out of me. Discussions went on for a solid 3 hours plus tonight and I've never had so many conversations going at once. Initially the two potential targets were Steph and Shane, but I flat out refused to vote for Steph, which everyone seemed to understand because she saved me last round. Chelsea seemed eager to collaborate with me on the vote and I figured that if we (as in me/Joaq/Steph/Ozzy/Matty or the "WILDCATS" as our alliance chat is so named lol) could misdirect her vote we could eliminate someone of our choice 5 - 4 - 1. I suggested Tom first but then realized it would burn too many bridges so we settled on Crystal, and not long afterwards Tom suggested Crystal too as he figured she would be the option that would piss the least people off (which was also my rationale). For a while it looked like pretty much everyone was set on Crystal, but then there was some paranoia within Wildcats that Varner would play the idol on her and we for some reason decided to tell everyone Shane again and see what the reaction was. At the same time we also began plotting to boot Tom again because no one would expect it. However, I quickly realized that booting Tom this round will ruin my game unless Steph and Ozzy remain loyal to me for the rest of the merge, which is by no means guaranteed. Blindsiding Tom here would almost definitely turn Chelsea, Varner and Shane completely against me, and Ozzy has already started selling Matty & I down the river to Varner by referring to us as "massive threats" (he told us he said it to make him seem distant from us, but I'm pretty sure there's an element of strategy behind it). I managed to talk the Wildcats into doubling back on the Tom plan, and I think we've now settled on just voting whoever the majority agrees to (looks like Shane atm, though I do feel kind of bad for the guy). We at first thought that this would be too much of a risk because of Varner having the idol and no-one knowing where his loyalties really lie, but he seems dedicated to making side deals with everyone and I think making such an out there play at this stage will show his hand way earlier than he'd like.

I have to admit that Tom knowing that I know who he is (yeah I made a rookie mistake and called him by his real name) kind of sketches me out because he'll more than likely try to screw me at the earliest available opportunity, but I think I have him believing that I intend on sticking with him, Matty, Chelsea and Varner for the rest of the merge, which will hopefully stop him trying to pull anything stupid this round. This round's vote should hopefully go off without a hitch, and I think if we can stay "united" for another round and maybe get rid of Crystal at 9 I can start making the tough decisions at 8 and figuring out who I really trust and who I want to go the full distance with. My favourite people in the game right now are Steph, Matty, Chelsea and Joaq, so getting to 5 with them would be great on a personal level, but it seems impractical in a lot of ways. I won't think too much about it right now, though. I'm going to eat because I'm fucking starving bye

[Sierra]

I love how people seem to conveniently get the idol whenever they need it it's really fun

I don't even feel like writing anything right now. this is just draining. Tom pulling mad shit to take "power" away from me and pretending there was some other reasoning behind it is just infuriating. my least favourite thing about him is how he doesn't quit lying even when he's been called out about it. he treats me like I'm fucking stupid and it's just gross. I'm for real starting to wonder whether he even realizes what he's doing or whether it's just a subconscious thing. this is an exact repeat of Sausage Island and yet he still seems to expect me to trust him and work with him until at least F5? he doesn't seem to see any problem with the fact that he pointlessly lied to me about the FINAL TEN VOTE and is continuing to bullshit me about his motives? it's so fucking cringe. I can only hope that I get my eventual comeuppance here just like I did in SI. he just straight up cannot hack not being in control, especially when it means that I'm in a better position than him. I'm sure he thinks he's an excellent strategic player, but there's a reason why he never ever wins games, and it's because he doesn't understand how humans work. abusing people's trust for no apparent reason other than to want to boost your own ego doesn't win brownie points with normal people. anyway, Nav being Nav coupled with the Amber & Cirie blowups and the fact that the odds seem to be permanently stacked against me (and certain others) in this game have really sucked a lot of my enthusiasm away. I'm sure I'll feel better about it all tomorrow.. I hope so, anyway, because at this point I don't particularly feel like I want to try anymore.

[Sierra]

PROBOARDS CAN LITERALLY FUCKING DIE? I ACCIDENTALLY PASTED A PICTURE OVER MY CONFESSIONAL AND I CAN'T UNDO IT? FUCK YOU

[Sierra]

Hello colleagues and esteemed guests. Welcome to Sierra Enterprises, and to my latest presentation, “Why Varner Sucks”. 

I’d like to kick this seminar off with a brief summary of the reasons why Jeff Varner sucks. 

• He lied to Chelsea & Tom about having any real bond with me, and claimed he could not understand why I was so upset about last round.
• He lied to Chelsea & Tom and told them that I constantly sent him messages while we were on separate tribes, as if I was desperate for his attention or something.
• He lied to multiple players about people approaching him for alliances, and about his own allegiances.
• He lied to Joaq, Matty & I about being sorry for the events of last round.
• He (probably unknowingly) lied to Edgardo about having Chelsea, Tom, Matty and I in his “back pocket”.

As you can see, there is an alarming pattern presented in this summary. I have expressed it below in graphical form. 

I will now take all of you through each point in a more in-depth manner. 

Varner lied to Chelsea and Tom about our relationship, and claimed he could not understand why I was so upset. In reality, Varner messaged me on day 2 of the game having identified me from how I spoke in the tribe chat (what?), telling me that he adored me and that he had always wanted to work with me. The strangest thing about his recognizing me was that we had never played together before, only watched each other’s games. He even went so far as to say that he doesn’t usually play to who people are outside a particular game, but he couldn’t help but to make an exception for me because he was so excited that we had ended up together. He has maintained this sentiment for the entire game thus far. More fool me? Sure, but it doesn’t make him any less of an asshole, does it? 

Varner lied to Chelsea and Tom and told them I initiated cross-tribal chats with him. In actual fact, Varner IMed me from the other tribe at some point during pretty much every round we spent separated, either to check on my tribal council or complain about his. Not only did he break a rule, he tried to pin it on me and make it look like I was the one who was trying to maintain a deal with him. Exhibit A below displays a couple of his countless attempts to start cross-tribal conversations with me, and the figure provides a statistical analysis of the situation. 

Exhibit A. A few of Varner's many attempts at initiating cross-tribal conversations with me.

Varner lied about people approaching him for alliances, and also about his own allegiances. Lying is expected in Survivor, but this guy takes it to the next level. Not only does he propose alliances to pretty much everybody, he attempts to flip it on them, going so far in Ozzy’s case as to make a reference to it on his parchment. Exhibits B, C, and D show Varner offering his loyalty to three different parties. In at least two of these cases, he thereafter claimed that the other party initiated the alliance. He does not realize that this is a great way to burn jury votes. Bullshit seems to have replaced oxygen as the substrate for ATP creation in the mitochondria of his brain cells. All of his allocated oxygen is instead working on keeping all of these bridges burning. Kudos, Jeff.

Exhibit B. Varner tells me for the 300th time that he is with me and trusts me. He then flips the vote on Ozzy without telling me. 

Exhibit C. Varner “apologizes” to Joaquin for last round and says he still wants to work with him. He does the same to Matty. He then proceeds to gun for both of them as well as me. 

Exhibit D. Varner tells Ozzy that he adores both Ozzy and Steph and tells him he wants to work with them. He then tells me that Ozzy and Steph approached him for an alliance and proceeds to blindside Ozzy. 

Varner lied about being sorry for the events of last round. Exhibit E below shows the only thing Jeff has said to me since votes are revealed, and exhibit F shows him lying about the vote up until and beyond 4 minutes until deadline. Chelsea and Tom have since confirmed that he is in fact on a massive power trip and feels “accomplished” and “validated” by the results of the round, and that he is not at all sorry. He appears to have a God complex that prevents him from understanding that people talk to each other, not just him. 

Exhibit E. Jeff “apologizes” to me for the vote. He later ignores all of my attempts to contact him. 

Exhibit F. Jeff messages me in a fake panic 4 minutes before the deadline. He has already played the idol on Shane.

Varner (unknowingly) lied to Edgardo about who he has power over. I don’t at all doubt that Varner really is so delusional that he legitimately believes or believed that he had all four of us under his thumb, but as the schematic below shows, a delusion is all it is. 

What right do I have to be angry, you say? I mean, I did say in my confessionals that I didn’t really have any intention of working with most of original Penedo in the long run. However, you may also recall that I’ve had doubts about Ozzy and Steph and whether I can beat Matty at the end, so my plans were flexible. In addition, there’s a massive difference between telling strategic lies and being an arrogant dickhead. 

In conclusion, I'd like to address the wanker himself directly. Jeff Varner, you are not half as charming as you think you are, and you have literally no shot whatsoever at winning this game.  

Thank you for attending this webinar. I hope I have provided you with some valuable information. If you have any questions, feel free to approach me on your way out. Have a great afternoon!

[Mary]

Jul 3, 2015 3:14:59 GMT Sierra said:

He even went so far as to say that he doesn’t usually play to who people are outside a particular game, but he couldn’t help but to make an exception for me because he was so excited that we had ended up together. He has maintained this sentiment for the entire game thus far. More fool me?

Girl, I know you hosted Twisted 3, but did you actually... WATCH it?