Post by Matty on Jul 15, 2015 6:44:54 GMT
I am in so much trouble that if I make it past this round I'll be absolutely shocked. Steph going last round was solely because of Joaquin telling sierra and I that she was going to vote for me and luckily sierra had the idol. I told Chelsea I was voting Steph as I was being whisked away to my college orientation adventures. So it worked out and Steph was super mad about it. She was betrayed by her 2 closest allies (well 3 but tbf she voted for me). She left me with a much nicer message than Tom, saying good luck and that this was my game to lose.
I agree with her. Looking at the jury I have a really good shot at winning if I make it to the end. Only problem is actually getting to the end. Chelsea winning immunity and getting the idol is basically worst case scenario. Now she is probably idoling Varner and apparently she told sierra she wants to vote for me. Ickkkkk.
But it looks like Chelsea is idoling Varner no matter what and it looks like he will be safe and guaranteed F4. That puts likely me in the 5th place position.
In any normal game circumstance I am screwed. People recognize I have a great shot at the end and they seem me as an endurance threat for the FIC. Bless their hearts the only reason why I still have a shot is Chelsea and sierra liking me.
This is going to sound gushy but I can't say a bad thing about sierra. We have been through a lot this game and honestly I'm happy that it looks like she will be getting past F5 for the first time in her ORG career. We've been close close allies and I don't think I would ever be able to bring myself to vote for her.
But that doesn't mean I expect the same treatment. I don't expect Sierra to be throwing her game away for me. She knows that I am a guaranteed vote for her on the jury and that Joaquin is a guaranteed vote for her in the game, and someone she can most likely easily beat if the jury isn't too bitter. Bringing me to the end is not the best game move by any means.
But it may still happen. Chelsea is an angel in it of herself. She has been open with me ever since the Ozzy vote and I actually feel kinda bad for the moments where I was concealing stuff and not being honest with her. She said she may actually consider voting Joaquin for this round.
I had told her how I have never been to an FTC and that I really want to. I was close to literally BEGGING her to keep me in. I went as far as promising that if she keeps me I would ask Sierra and/or Joaquin to vote for me at F4 to force the tiebreaker between the 2 of us. Here is when Chelsea said something that made my tear up in my dorm room.
She said she has been to 2 finales this year. She would he more than happy with getting 4th in a 3-1 vote if that meant she was going to see my get to my first FTC. This meant an unbelievable amount to me and I can't express how this quite made me feel. I told her I would never ever expect her to do that and that I was being 100% honest, so much so that if I lied to her I would expect her to make the jury so bitter towards me id be unbearable. But I don't think she is willing to vote Jeff and have my TB plan go into action.
What it comes down to now is if Sierra votes for me or Joaq. I know she has gotten much closer to Joaq as the game has gone on and I wouldn't be surprised if she keeps him around for a combination of that and that she has the chance to beat him. I love Joaq too. I don't want to see him get voted out, especially not because of me. I was incredibly guilty when Chelsea told me after my plea that she would maybe vote Joaq.
My game may very well come down to Sierra making the decision to keep me in and vote Joaq or to take me out and get herself the better chance to win. I'm not going to be mad at her no matter what the decision is, but I'll certainly be upset that I got eliminated in a position where I felt like I could win.
Varner is trying to speak with me too about possible voting Joaq because sierra would never vote for him in a F4 situation and he would probably be in a TB. He asked me if I would vote for sierra at F4 and I was honest and told him idk. However, I did tell him that she would be way more ok with voting me out than voting out Joaquin. So I'm hoping something works.
I just want a chance at final juror redemption. Give me a challenge I can win so I can make it to my first ever FTC. Please, I'm so close I can taste it. I don't want the taste to be pulled away from me at the last moment.
I agree with her. Looking at the jury I have a really good shot at winning if I make it to the end. Only problem is actually getting to the end. Chelsea winning immunity and getting the idol is basically worst case scenario. Now she is probably idoling Varner and apparently she told sierra she wants to vote for me. Ickkkkk.
But it looks like Chelsea is idoling Varner no matter what and it looks like he will be safe and guaranteed F4. That puts likely me in the 5th place position.
In any normal game circumstance I am screwed. People recognize I have a great shot at the end and they seem me as an endurance threat for the FIC. Bless their hearts the only reason why I still have a shot is Chelsea and sierra liking me.
This is going to sound gushy but I can't say a bad thing about sierra. We have been through a lot this game and honestly I'm happy that it looks like she will be getting past F5 for the first time in her ORG career. We've been close close allies and I don't think I would ever be able to bring myself to vote for her.
But that doesn't mean I expect the same treatment. I don't expect Sierra to be throwing her game away for me. She knows that I am a guaranteed vote for her on the jury and that Joaquin is a guaranteed vote for her in the game, and someone she can most likely easily beat if the jury isn't too bitter. Bringing me to the end is not the best game move by any means.
But it may still happen. Chelsea is an angel in it of herself. She has been open with me ever since the Ozzy vote and I actually feel kinda bad for the moments where I was concealing stuff and not being honest with her. She said she may actually consider voting Joaquin for this round.
I had told her how I have never been to an FTC and that I really want to. I was close to literally BEGGING her to keep me in. I went as far as promising that if she keeps me I would ask Sierra and/or Joaquin to vote for me at F4 to force the tiebreaker between the 2 of us. Here is when Chelsea said something that made my tear up in my dorm room.
She said she has been to 2 finales this year. She would he more than happy with getting 4th in a 3-1 vote if that meant she was going to see my get to my first FTC. This meant an unbelievable amount to me and I can't express how this quite made me feel. I told her I would never ever expect her to do that and that I was being 100% honest, so much so that if I lied to her I would expect her to make the jury so bitter towards me id be unbearable. But I don't think she is willing to vote Jeff and have my TB plan go into action.
What it comes down to now is if Sierra votes for me or Joaq. I know she has gotten much closer to Joaq as the game has gone on and I wouldn't be surprised if she keeps him around for a combination of that and that she has the chance to beat him. I love Joaq too. I don't want to see him get voted out, especially not because of me. I was incredibly guilty when Chelsea told me after my plea that she would maybe vote Joaq.
My game may very well come down to Sierra making the decision to keep me in and vote Joaq or to take me out and get herself the better chance to win. I'm not going to be mad at her no matter what the decision is, but I'll certainly be upset that I got eliminated in a position where I felt like I could win.
Varner is trying to speak with me too about possible voting Joaq because sierra would never vote for him in a F4 situation and he would probably be in a TB. He asked me if I would vote for sierra at F4 and I was honest and told him idk. However, I did tell him that she would be way more ok with voting me out than voting out Joaquin. So I'm hoping something works.
I just want a chance at final juror redemption. Give me a challenge I can win so I can make it to my first ever FTC. Please, I'm so close I can taste it. I don't want the taste to be pulled away from me at the last moment.
