.:~Round 9 - This could be my last round~:.

[Chelsea]

So...

This couldn't have gone any worse.

I ranked Shane last. And who do the judges want back in this game? Shane.



Who did he bash in his pitch? Me. Who does he not trust? Me. Who has the idol this round? He does.

Awesome.

Also, he came to this side of the swap. Tom explicitly told him to go to the other side, but Shane did not listen. Now, I am probably going to go home.

Why you ask?

Well... we have so many dynamics on this side of the fence it isn't funny.
Matty/Jamie/Tom
Varner/ME/Tom..... Shane?

So Shane has the idol. Varner has the immunity. Tom is in all the alliances so he's safe. Tom loves Matty. So who's vulnerable tonight? 

Jamie and Me.



Shane thinks we're voting Jamie.
Jamie thinks we're voting Shane.
Varner wants to let Shane know to play the idol. Which could lead to Matty/Jamie voting me. Which Would lead Shane/Varner/Me voting Jamie, which would lead to tons of distrust.

Honestly, I should just care about surviving to the merge so we may do the latter. Then I would flip to Cirie/Crystal/Joaquin.... and hope for the best. 

I'm not playing well at all. Everyone thinks Jeff/I are a duo because we've had to be since we were penedo/penedo/penedo. Same with Crystal/Joaquin. They've been on the same side of the swap. You've got Ozzy/Stephanie. You've got Matty/Jamie and Tom in there too. Like I didn't know we were playing with a duos twist.

But with our relations, most of them like Jeff more.
Matty likes Jeff more.
Ozzy likes Jeff more.

I think Tom and Crystal like me more. Possibly Stephanie and Jamie? Idk. I just know that I need a godsend to help me make it to the next round. 


Also, let's be totally honest here. Jeff threw me under the bus/used me as a scapegoat to Ozzy. Like Jeff did not fight at all for Ozzy to stay. Like maybe 10 seconds? Ozzy totally thinks that Jeff fell on a sword to protect him and blamed it on me not wanting Ozzy here. Thanks man. Some great partner/duo you are. This is why, IF I DO SURVIVE... which let's be honest... is SLIM, I will most likely flip on the penedos. I have a decent relationship with Crystal. I'm pretty sure I know Cirie. So... I could work with that. 

I may try to go with the Jeff-Shane-Myself vote Jamie plan. We will see.

[Chelsea]

Also

Debbie, Ian, Edgardo, Shane, Ozzy and Osten all told me to try to convince varner to let them stay... Not cool.
I got a lot of information from them and I tried to be honest in why I voted for them... so we will see if that information got around.

#Pray4Chelsea

[Chelsea]

Shane may be crazy, unpredictable and outlandish, but he isn't dumb. Fool him once, shame on him. Fool him twice, shame on us.

I'm terribly frightened about what's going to happen.

Jeff wants me to vote Jamie just in case but Tom is worried about what matty will do at the merge if Jamie leaves. Honestly, Shane should play the idol. I don't know how well Tom convinced him.

[Chelsea]

Not feeling good.


Shane is playing his idol. Tom said to change votes but didn't say to who. Jeff and I did Jamie. I wouldn't be surprised if the other 4 did me.

Matty is hot responding. Tom is quiet.

Rip me