B.I.T.C.H.

[Stephanie]

theyre only super bc they belong to me and no one else will ever have aids as super as i

[Stephanie]

I honestly am so confused by this game.

How does Varner know Jamie is good at endurance if they've never talked in this game? How come Varner told Crystal the vote was Joaq before it switched to Ian? How am I supposed to be comfortable on a tribe that includes Varner, who is possibly the person I trust LEAST out of everyone I've met in this game? 

Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. 

Right now Ozzy is my closest ally and I really don't see that changing.
Following him is the one and only bro himself, Joaquin. I don't know what happened but we really hit it off as of recent and I think he knows that Barra is a sinking ship. The past two boots were Barra originals, and if the next vote is a Barra, they are down to three people in the game. Penedo has four and Novais, the original clusterfuck, has five at the most. Imagine a merge where somehow Novais came together to run shit after I literally hated them all at the beginning?

Now don't get me wrong. I know that's not gonna happen. But I also know I have to keep my options as open as possible. Sticking with the Me/Ozzy/Chelsea/Varner foursome won't cut it for me because I literally do. not. trust. Varner. And Chelsea isn't much better tbh.

And then there's Crystal who I downright dislike.

Cirie and Tom seem like smart people to get with if they both make merge. Unless their little spat is fake and just used to throw us off come merge, aligning with either of them would be smart because they'll be after each other before they're after me. 

Jamie is still such a wildcard to me. I feel like in order for him to have been safe last round he made some kind of alliance. Probably him, Matty, and Amber with old Penedo I guess, that would be smartest for them. I wonder if Matty likes Jamie and Amber now. He hated them before... but I imagine him doing what's best for his game and that seems about like it to me.

I wonder if Amber still has no personality.

I have no opinion at all of Sierra and John except John Cody is a sexy ass motherfucker and if he ever decides to leave Candice and her wooden cock he can hit me up.

Ugh. I guess I'm ready for the merge because being immune the past two rounds has been boring but I'm also not because I literally have no plan, no reassurance that I'm gonna be safe. I'm so so lost on what I'm gonna be doing. This is weird for me. I like having plans but right now I literally have NONE. UGH.

I don't even think I have some kinda cool story arc for if I'm a winner. I hated my tribe then I hated my new tribe and I'll probably hate the merge tribe?? What kinda story arc is that? LBR.

[Stephanie]

apparently Varner and Sierra have stayed in contact since the swap which makes me mad bc I BREAK RULES BUT I DIDNT THIS TIME AND SOMEONE ELSE DID FUCK U VARNER U SHADY ASS BITCH I KNEW I DIDNT LIKE YOU

[Stephanie]

if we merge now we merge with 4 of each original tribe. how's that for a clusterfuck 

[Stephanie]

eat my ass host both swaps have taken away my number one allies. I have to get a new number one ally? thanks a fucking lot.

good thing I already found it in Sierra. love that fucker.

and we are the misfits on this tribe of all old Barra on nu nu Barra

[Stephanie]

so long as we make merge, me matty and Jamie will be the only people who were on all four tribes

[Stephanie]

also does this start jury bc staring the jury at 10 seems really low for a season of 21

[Stephanie]

ok so basically i love sierra more than anyone else but ozzy maybe
im voting with cirie joaquin and crystal to get john out
my vote is hopefully going to tell john who i am lmao bc we played in a game together where he was viola davis and i was jack falahee from how to get away with murder and that person on my vote is a gay guy that jack falahee fucked. will he understand? who knows

i have the idol i am not playing it i hope i dont have to play it i really dont wanna ok bye

[Stephanie]

I'm high as shit and watching dexter and wow this guy is fucked up??? what the fuck

anyway

my love and my life, my light and my laughter, my jungle Jesus loving Peter, Ozzy has left the game. I am sickened. I am disgusted. I am seriously unhappy. in honor of him, I will be still putting crosses on all my votes. it is sick and unjust that he is not a member of the jury who will soon be voting me their winner. but one day he will see them. and he will know. I am doing this for him now.

luckily for me I've found a replacement him already. Sierra and I are genuinely amazing friends already. we click and we get along insanely well. I've already made an f2 with her. she is my BFF and I'm taking her to her first FTC. I will defeat her, of course, but alas.

but don't you ever forget that this is for ozzy.

#RestInPower

[Stephanie]

are you guys even reading this

would video confessionals be better

what are u guys looking for

I am at ur leisure my friends and also Fabio

[Stephanie]

Here is a lovely video DR by yours truly. Since none of you bitches let me know what kinda confessionals you wanted, I made this. Now you got options. Please comment I am so bored

[Fabio]

thanks

[Stephanie]

did u like it should I do more or no

[Brandon]

yes do more it was good

[Stephanie]

I hate you