Rites of Passage

[Sierra]

I can't not give you a Head and the Heart song. It's appropriate anyway because we were reunited after the raging rivers and rocky roads of the premerge <3 Our gameplans might not always have lined up, but what's always been there is our ability to banter endlessly about anything and everything and the ~*true bond*~ I think (hope) we have. I'm so glad I finally got to play with you (us just watching each other play game after game was getting a little creepy, after all). It's been real, it's been fun. Love you :*

[Sierra]

(this version is so good)

I remember early in the game I worried about you a lot because of everything that's going on in your life (I still do!) and wondered whether you would be able to honestly play the game while there were much more important things going on for you. I think it's a testament to how strong and overall amazing you are that you're coping with so much and yet you've still made it this far. You were arguably the only person I genuinely enjoyed in the Warriors cast and that definitely carried over to this game. I've grown super attached to you over the course of the last couple of months and I'm so happy that we actually really got to play together this time. You're the best (and the cutest). Thanks for making this game so much fun. <3

[Sierra]

that was all disgustingly nice, time to go like... idk, judge people or something?

[Chelsea]

Omg. Your guy's graphics are insane.

[Chelsea]

Pavarti

You wasted an awesome character.
Way to try and cheat during the challenge tho.



Natalie

UGH! If it wasn't between me and you that round, I would have offered you a F2.
Never have I ever met someone from Omaha. We would have been a bad ass Nebraska duo.
I really hope I come across you again, and we still need to meet up for coffee!
Good luck in school.




Debbie

I know you outside of this game very well. 
CYS, STARZ, Warriors.
I would have had to had loyalty to you if you came back.
Although you got screwed over at the beginning, you not coming back was a good thing for my game.

Sorry T. We will slay in the future together tho.




Edgardo

I was the one who outed your 'Uruguayan' disguise.
You posted a public confessional in round 1 and I screen shotted it.
Oops.
I told people to gain their trust. I think it worked.
You coming back would have been interesting and I wouldn't have minded it.




Osten

So... initially I thought you were Silas from warriors 4/warriors 5.
Which made me not trust either you or Sierra because like you guys have a bond like no other.
Later, I found out you were JFP and felt bad for your pre-merge streak.
I kinda wish you would have came back but I was also afraid of Sierra's loyalty to you.




Ian

To be honest, you weren't supposed to go. I was supposed to be Joaquin.
And I was fine with that.
I had a MUCH better relationship to you and Crystal.
But I told Crystal that we were blindsiding Joaquin and you had the idol.
The vote switched to you do to Ozzy/Jeff I believe and before I could tell Crystal (LOL)
my phone died at a volleyball game.
So rip.
It ended up working out great for me (soz) and I did vote you #1 to come back in.




Amber

I never got a chance to talk to you.
You seemed very.... OTTNN10.
Apparently, you're Adam from warriors.
RIP




John

I was actually REALLY upset I never spoke to you.
I was told you were from states and we could make a great team.
Maybe we will actually make merge together in one game some day ;D

[Chelsea]

~Kimmi~

We never spoke lol.
When you were offered to come back for 2nd chances, you ignored me.
I think you assumed I was with certain people.
I rated you high because I made a deal with Crystal.
Had you come back I think I would have worked with you and Crystal.

[Chelsea]

Cirie <3

My bae.
Gurl. We will never make merge together again.
 I love love love you so much.
I heard of your antics on the other side.
I wish the swaps would have worked out more to our favor.
People know we're close but I don't think they know how close.
Can't wait to FINALLY hear from you at FTC or jury.

[Chelsea]

Jamie

Oh Jamie.
You were loveable, I'll give you that.
I voted out Ozzy over you for Jeff/Matty. I did think we could POTENTIALLY work together.
Even tho I know you and Matty would go back to Sierra and I'd be kinda on the bottom.
I was happy you were out tho over me. Since you know, I was almost voted out...
I was also happy you were gone because I saw you and crystal as my challenge threats. 
I had to lay low and wait to strike, and I felt you could really botch that up.

[Chelsea]

Ozzy

Ugh. I feel like I've wronged you so many times.
I did genuinely trust you and want to work with you but Jeff was very adamant about you not coming back.
I still ranked you high.
I was worried about your connections with others (mainly Steph)
but I wish the Ozzy/Steph/Chelsea/Jeff would have worked out. 
I was too afraid to leave Jeff because he had shown to have my best interests at heart... 
and you probably didn't. 
You were a casualty because we couldn't blindside Matty/Sierra nor Steph.
And Joaquin would have been a waste... so it ended up being you. 
I really hope you don't quit ORGs all together. 
Take a break, come back, see what happens. 

[Chelsea]

Ugh. Shane.

Ok first things first.
I think you would have had a better shot had you not been a returning player.
As soon as the host said
"he created chaos amongst his tribe to attain a position of power."
I knew to never side with you or trust you.
I couldn't risk it.

OH AND ALSO
In the main chat, Sierra, Osten and I were talking pokemon or something
and you come in 
abruptly changing the subject 
to rap
I kinda was just left int the dust.
You couldn't let sierra/osten and I bond... so that also made me wary of you.

Your first blindside happens. I thought I was done.
Yes, you genuinely wanted to work with me and I thought I saw glimpses of the truth.
But I couldn't trust it. You and Tom were a thing. I thought I was a side hoe.

Boom. Returnees.
I made deals to get people to rank you last. That's how much I did not want you back.
If you created chaos before (worse than Kass), who knows what it'd be like when you got back.
But of course, everyone and their mom likes chaos when they're not in the game.
So you come back.

I panic. 
Tom tells you to pick the other side.
You come to my side, almost get me booted.
You almost left that round even though you had the idol.
You lied. I hated you more.
Made merge.
We protected you for a round to gain power.
We never spoke. I didn't trust you. 
I caught you in lies. And when you were the potential boot again.
I jumped on it.

[Chelsea]

Crystal

I can't believe it's been like 3 years since we've played together.
You're such an excellent liar and I think your holiday screwed you over.
You poofed and we lost lines of communication.
You weren't expendable to me until you didn't reply to my PM. 
You said you missed it, but it was always in the back of my mind that you didn't. 
You don't usually miss things like that.
You tried to help me with my boy problems and I greatly appreciate it.
I hope we can continue talking after the game (3 years has been too long).

Anyways, the reason I lied to you about Shane was because, I did want him gone
and you could convince me to keep him in.
Ultimately that move got me in better graces with Sierra/Matty.

I also felt some distrust in you because you said you'd be fine
with Joaquin or Ian leaving if that meant you stayed.
I told you we were blindsiding Joaquin.
You told Ian and he played his idol.
I just felt you didn't have my best interests at heart. 
Luckily the vote changed and my phone died.
Jeff and I would have sided with you/Ian to boot Steph/Ozzy had Joaquin left. 
Or at least I would have wanted that. 
I even voted Ian and Kimmi high on the list so we could maybe work together.
But it didn't work out.
Sorry love. Glad we reunited. 

[Chelsea]

Tom

I have so much love for you.
Round 2, you dropped your schtick
and I immediately became attached.
You were my #2 and then rose up to #1.
We wanted the same thing.
I was mad at Matty/Sierra for letting you go
when WE were the ones to convince Jeff to vote Shane.
Yes, I had run to tell them the truth, but we worked together in that decision.

I didn't find out who you were until CYS17 started
and you talked about batman a lot.
I took a wild guess and Sierra came at me saying you and her
have a bunch of bad history and then my guess turned out to be right.

Anyways, you meant so much to me in this game.
You helped me through the lowest of lows and were there in the highest of highs.
Always wanting to know what was going on in my life.
Always wanting to strategize about what was best.

Sierra said you always picked a girl to be "creepily" close to.
I'm glad it was me.
xoxo

[Chelsea]

Steph

Hey Cameron.
Pretty sure we knew it was each other.
I was letting you play me.

I just burned you in Starz.
I didn't need you to come after me here.

We had such a strange relationship.
You and Ozzy
Me and Jeff

After merge
We tried to work together but we both went elsewhere
the second swap really hurt us

I was with Tom and Jeff
You were with Ozzy, sierra and Matty

I wanted sierra and Matty and didn't trust you being around
because they had obvious ties to protect you and Joaquin.
They tried to tell Jeff, Tom and I different;
they didn't want to say when they wanted to get rid of you two.

Luckily, Jeff started to talk to you about potentially flipping
and that worked out in my favor

I ended up voting for you. I thought Joaq had the idol and wasn't in on the lie
but if Matty/Sierra were willing to finally give up on you
I had to leap on board.

You will always be Cameron
And I will always be me
I do miss what happened to us in toxic.
I would like to get that back.

[Chelsea]

Matty

Oh gosh. At the beginning, I never thought we'd be close
Here comes swap #2 right before the merge
You and Jamie come over.
We've never been together before and the game was like 1/2 over
so I just assumed we both already had our allies and we wouldn't do anything else.

You are easy to talk to and I just found myself being really honest with you
We kinda worked together and we kinda didn't.
I was way more honest with you than I should have been.
But you seemingly kept that information
or you and sierra kept that information
and I appreciate that so much.
Even if you didn't, it never got to burn me like it could have.
You're a great guy. And I really wanted to let you get to the finals.

But you got rid of Tom.
I thought that was kind of really shady.
Especially, when I told you my plans. My ideal F3 and etc.
I'm sorry you didn't get F4.
I just couldn't have you win next week.
Your social game, physical game and strategic game are all on point.

You're still amazing and I hope I discover who you are after the game.

[Chelsea]

Joaquin

We've kinda already had this discussion.
For some reason you and I just didn't jive.

I just got really off put when it would take you awhile to respond to my IMs 
and our schedules never allowed us to really permit any exchange of information

Plus, we already had things set in place and we couldn't trust the other.

I didn't talk to you once we merged because
1) you and crystal seemingly broke up
2) Matty and Sierra seemingly were never going to turn on you and Steph 
(bad for Tom, Jeff and me)
3) I didn't want to tell you anything that you'd give to Sierra/Matty
4) I didn't want to wait 5-10 minutes for a response



Obviously, you're a smart person and know how this game works.
You obviously created a great ally/friend in Sierra (when she has seen your confessionals)
and a friend in Matty.
Maybe in the future we will get to be allies.